Sunday, October 17, 2010

Blue Like Jazz

I've had multiple people over the years suggest that I read the book Blue Like Jazz. When we got married and integrated homes, I realized the husband had a copy in his book shelves, so its been patiently sitting there waiting for me to open its covers. This past week I finally pulled it out....and fell in love with Miller's words and experiences.

The church discussed (Imago Dei) is actually one I went to sometimes as an undergrad in Portland (although I have mixed feelings about it now after a couple of my friends were mis-treated while seeking baptism and I'm never a fan of what happens when a church grows to mega-size). The non-profit I give to (Dinner & A Movie) is one mentioned several times in the book as well, although its never directly mentioned by name. (I actually first discovered it through Imago....)

The book itself is a great discussion of Christian spirituality rather than "Christianity" per se and is much more up my alley of what I agree with from a religious point of view. Its based on establishing relationship with all kinds of people, getting over ourselves, giving to God and to others, and keeping heart on issues of social justice. Loved it, loved it!

So here is a pieced together example from the book, which is probably my favorite section/message:

Obviously all words and credit to Don Miller (and I hope its legal to do this, if not then someone please let me know and I'll delete)....

"The thing I have to work on in myself is this issue of belief....Here is the trick, and here is my point. Satan, who I believe exists as much as I believe Jesus exists, wants us to believe meaningless things for meaningless reasons. Can you imagine if Christians actually believed that God was trying to rescue us from the pit of our own self-addiction? Can you imagine? Can you imagine what Americans would do if they understood over half the world was living in poverty? Do you think they would change the way they live, the products they purchase, and the politicians they elect? If we believed the right things, the true things, there wouldn't be very many problems on earth.

But the trouble with deep belief is that it costs something. And there is something inside me, some selfish beast of a thing that doesn't like the truth at all because it carries responsibility, and if I actually believe these things I have to do something about them. It is so, so cumbersome to believe anyhing. And it isn't cool. I mean it's cool in a Reality Bites, Welcome to Sarajevo, Amnesty International sense, but that is only as good as dreadlocks. Chicks dig it to a point, but you can't be all about it; you also have to want a big house and expensive clothes because in the end, our beliefs are about as enduring as seasonal fashion. In the end, we like Ethan Hawke even though we don't know what he believes. Even our beliefs have become trend statements. We don't even believe things because we believe them anymore. We only believe things because they are cool things to believe.

The problem with Christian belief--I mean real Christian belief, the belief that there is a God and a devil and a heaven and a hell---is that it is not a fashionable thing to believe.

I had this idea once that if I could make Christianity cool, I could change the world, because if Christianity were cool then everybody would want to deal with their sin nature, and if everybody dealt with their sin nature then most of the world's problems would be solved.....

My friend Andrew the Protester believes things. Andrew goes to protests where he gets pepper-sprayed, and he does it because he believes in being a voice of change. My Republican friends get frustrated when I paint Andrew as a hero, but I like Andrew because he actually believes things that cost him something. Even when I disagree with Andrew, I love that he is willing to sacrifice for what he believes. And I love that his beliefs are about social causes.

Andrew says it is not enough to be politically active. He says legislation will never save the world. On Saturday mornings Andrew feeds the homeless. He sets up a makeshift kitchen on a sidewalk and makes breakfast for people who live on the street. He serves coffee and sits with his homeless friends and talks and laughs, and if they want to pray he will pray with them. He's a flaming liberal, really. The thing about it is, though, Andrew believes this is what Jesus wants him to do. Andrew does not believe in empty passion.

All great Christian leaders are simple thinkers. Andrew doesn't cloak his altruism within a trickle-down economic theory that allows him to spend fifty dollars on a round of golf to feed the economy and provide jobs for the poor. He actually believes that when Jesus says feed the poor, He means you should do this directly.

Andrew is the one who taught me that what I believe is not what I say I believe; what I believe is what I do.

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We live for what we believe, Andrew would say....If Andrew the Protester is right, if I live what I believe, then I don't believe very many noble things. My life testifies that the first thing I believe is that I am the most important person in the world. My life testifies to this because I care more about my food and shelter and happiness than about anybody else.

I am learning to believe better things. I am learning to believe that other people exist, that fashion is not truth; rather, Jesus is the most important figure in history, and the gospel is the most powerful force in the universe. I am learning not to be passionate about empty things, but to cultivate passion for justice, grace, truth, and communicate the idea that Jesus likes people and even loves them."

Just a section, but the rest of the book is just as fabulous. A bit of humor, a bit of sarcasm, and a lot of thinking about reality. Take a look at the whole thing......

An Afternoon Doggie Picture Show

Trying to steal some moments with the dogs.....





 Have I ever mentioned how much Anna hates getting her picture taken?!
 This is only because I have a treat in my hand..... ;)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

A Perfect Slow Saturday Morning

A fabulous start to a Saturday....sometimes we just need slower days:

--The dogs finally slept in for once and managed well outside for an hour letting me actually sleep in. After bringing them back in, I laid down on the carpet for a few moments which they love---both of them attempting to dart in to get as many licks as possible all over my head. (For this you must envision me laying on the ground of our hallway my hands covering my face so no licks make it to the mouth!!)

--One load of laundry in the wash and the house dusted. A comfy tank and sweater combo thrown over yoga-like pants.

--Sunshine streaming out the windows but just the right amount of chill in our house. The dogs happily chomping on small bones.

--Dirty Dancing (every gal's favorite: "Nobody puts my baby in the corner!") and football on the TV. In about 15 minutes I'm gonna get bored of the tube and dive back into my book I'm currently reading Blue Like Jazz (amazing!) or one of the other ones I recently ordered and had delivered.

--Tucked into the corner of our sectional: Looking up recipes online, checking out my favorite blogs, catching up on a bit of news online, looking up potential dress options for the Army ball in December, and on my second cup of coffee.

--Hub will probably be home in the next hour after pulling his second 36 hour shift this week. Poor guy will hit the sheets, but it'll be nice to have him home for a few hours all the same.

Pretty good Saturday morning all around!

Monday, October 11, 2010

An Afternoon in the Kitchen

 Thanks to today being a Federal holiday, I indulged in a great day of restfulness which ended with an afternoon spent in the kitchen. I definitely love cooking from scratch but one of the hardest parts of marriage has been trying to integrate our very different eating/cooking styles and having enough time to truly devote toward cooking most meals. The hub prefers a lot of flavor so frequently the cooking falls to him, where as I prefer basic simple meals. However, I've been itching to make my veggie lasagna that I love but also know that the hub isn't a huge fan of lasagna. Since he'll be working a lot more the next few weeks, today was a great opportunity for me to fix one of my old favorites knowing it'll feed me for a few dinners and work lunches too. And then I threw open multiple cookbooks and scanned the internet for a hub approved dinner option.
I have 100% missed chopping up veggies for my homemade pasta sauce. The chunks are perfect for layering with garlic salt & rosemary seasoned tofu and cheese between lasagna noodles. Bake at 350 for 50 minutes and its delish! In the picture you'll also see what's left of my container garden....the rosemary and the chopped green pepper. The rest came from the store.
Usually I cook with a glass of wine (which I passed over this time due to still having the cold) and music playing. I love being able to look out the back window of our house and this afternoon Major was enjoying the view too, while feeling the slight breeze attempting to cool off the 85 degree weather.

The final hub approved dinner: Indian fare. Coconut brown rice (altered from the Moosewood cookbook), cumin spiced new potatoes, and my first ever successful curry! It really tasted pretty good if I can say so (and the hub thought it was one of the best things I've made). The potatoes I served with plain yogurt to give it that extra cooling, and most the dishes I had to alter slightly. For dessert we had left-over homemade pumpkin pie from my dinner over at my coworker/friend's last night. DELISH!

*Update*: The curry and rice taste delish with a bit of plain yogurt all rolled up in a tortilla for left overs!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Of Recent Links & (Re)Sources

Yahoo via Prevention: 9 Signs You're Happier Than You Think

Treehugger's Do Your Kids Walk to School? October is Walk-to-School Month

If you haven't heard about this horrible ecological and public health disaster, via the New York Times: Toxic Sludge Engulfs Several Hungarian Towns

Collaborative on Health & The Environment (CHE) is one of my favorite resources and environment health organizations. Tons of information available. Powerpoints from recent presentations available, and if you've never read any of Sandra Steingraber's books I definitely recommend them....For Hand-Outs & Resources from their recent conference: Children First: Promoting Ecological Health for the Whole Child.

Environmental Working Group (EWG)'s Tips to Green Your Halloween

Portland, Oregon specific:
1)  Taste Your Oregon — Oregon Environmental Council: Eat at Bamboo Sushi on October 12, and your $$ will be donated to OEC! If you can't make it on the benefit night, go any time between now and the 12th and order their drink special, the "Gin Henson." Bamboo will make a donation to OEC.  (Upcoming dates: Nov 10th at Lincoln Restaurant and Dec 8 Thyme at FivePine

2) Headed out to Dinner in PDX on Oct 21? Choose one of the restaurants contributing funds to end DV....Dine 4 DV Locations


And a Natural Make-up deal....Honeybee Gardens, Inc: In honor of Breast Cancer Awareness Month, is offering special savings all through the month of October. Enter Coupon Code PINK at check out and get 10% off your entire order OR enter code LIPS4CURE and get any one of their Truly Natural Lipsticks at HALF PRICE ($...5.00 savings). Save the Tatas!!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Still Coughing, But Life Has Perks

We are now in October which is a month entirely after my heart! The weather has finally taking a turn toward fall. The chill in the morning and evening air has been great and I'm loving making extra coffee to start the day. The first few leaves are turning, the squirrels are darting around gathering their wares, and the sun still streams strong in the afternoons. We're turning off the air and opening the window at night, bundling under covers, and the hub's in full football season swing.

The last 2-3 weeks have honestly left me wallowing--ready to be back home, surrounded by family, friends, and more like-minded support. As much as I love fall, it always makes me a bit more introspective and desiring to be a part of a pack. Some days in Louisiana are lonelier than others, but a good tearful call with my father on Sunday left me battening down the hatches again for the coming 5 months.

After 3.5 weeks of continuously coughing, I made two medical appointments. First one, my preferred choice of course, was an hour long Swedish massage with the masseuse electing to use natural oils to stimulate my lungs. The massage was amazing--pretty much perfect in every way--and the location only uses organic and/or natural lotions, oils, etc. The second appointment was with a Physician Assistant on post here to appease my coworkers who are all tired of hearing me hack at work. Two prescriptions later just to dull symptoms, I'm still hacking, especially after our evening to the rodeo in the cool night air last night...

Yes, folks, that's right. The rodeo's in town! And I hadn't been to a rodeo in years! Small town fun at its finest, but it was pretty enjoyable, especially when the rodeo clown and "friends" did their own rendition of the old favorite song: YMCA!....However the hacking could also be the fact that I'm getting tired of not having the ambition/energy to work out, so I've been running anyway this week....at least I'll hopefully be able to fit back into my jeans again if I can get back to my pre-cold mileage. I'm pretty sure this virus is here to stay for a bit, so it's going to just be working/living through it.

In other news (in no particular order):

--The hub and I had the most amazing up close observation of an armadillo last night. Even after a year here, we're both still fascinated by the creatures and there was one poking away in the grass near our trash can last night. We sat and watched him, trying to catch it on camera, for about five minutes before he finally startled and scuttled across the street.

--My gal back home is getting married next summer---woot! I'm so excited for the two of them and am so in support of their fabulous union. She's asked me to be her matron of honor and really I am so, well, honored! I haven't been in a wedding in a really long time, but am so appreciative and looking forward to the opportunity to help in any way I can. The two of them are a phenomenal couple together and its such a blessing to be a part of their life.

--I have a job lead and really its an amazing opportunity.....the catch is, its part-time and requires me to fly back home to interview sometime in the next few months probably. If you know me, then you know that part-time is perfecto, but not always perfecto for the bank account, especially when the first six months back I'm to be the primary breadwinner. So right now, I'm continuing to explore more options and am just trusting that everything will fall into place as it should....even with how difficult that is at times. But it's an AWESOME foot in an amazing door and definitely is in line with where I hope to be professionally during the next 30 years. Here's keeping my fingers crossed that I can tag-team this opportunity with something else.......although we're being smart budget wise so there may be the option that it would all work out financially anyway...

---And I guess the other big piece of news, while I usually don't report too much on the hub, is that he's talking/dreaming/beginning to plan to backpack the Pacific Northwest Trail from Montana to Washington for two months next summer with a few other veteran friends. We'll see how/if it pans out, but pretty exciting for him all the same.

Obviously I continue to ebb and flow with blogging, but I'm okay with that! The long weekend may include a new blog header though so we'll see about that! :)